girlee

Here I go again with my rant about guys. It’s been awhile since I’ve even been on tumblr…. But all I can say is that I’m confused. I feel like I like this one guys but i don’t want to put in the effort to make anything if anything were to even happen lol. But Nahhh I can’t compete with all the other pretty girls! And then I talk to some other guy that is cute but definitely not my type or up to my standards… Not being cocky or anything but heyy we all think about it. And another problem with this dude is that he’s a super player. It’s fun to play his game but not worth my actual emotional time. And then my biggest problem, I compare almost every guy to my ex. I’m completely over him but I can’t help but to compare guys to him and the way he looked at me and the way he treated me and the way he loved me. If it was even love at all… And sometimes I just plain miss being in a relationship. It sure is nice being single but I still get lonely but then I think about the pain and heartache that goes into relationships. Its just not worth it to be in that much pain again. Bleh what do I know… I’m only in high school! Erg. Anyways that was my shpeel on my dilemma these days. Scene.